Grief Doesn’t Keep a Timetable, and Neither Does God’s Grace
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Have you ever felt like you should be further along in your grief by now?
I have. Last year, I said goodbye to my grandma. She lived with us for over twenty years, so she wasn’t just someone I visited on holidays. She was part of our everyday life. Her voice in the next room. Her place at our table. Her presence woven into two decades of our family’s ordinary days.
When someone shares your home that long, grief doesn’t stay in one place. It shows up everywhere.
Like the kitchen. Tucked in my recipe box is her card for posole. I can’t pull it out without pausing. It’s just an index card with ingredients and instructions, but it holds so much more than a recipe. It holds her.
Last month was her birthday, the second one we’ve marked without her. I thought the second would be easier than the first. In some ways it was. In other ways, it reminded me she’s really gone.
And every morning, I see her Bible sitting on my dresser. It’s one of the most precious things I own, because it’s a reminder of where her strength came from, and where mine comes from too.
I thought I’d grieve for a season and then “move on.” But that’s not how it works, is it?
I’ve been thinking about this a lot, because I just talked with my friend Shelley Shepard Gray about her new novel. Her heroine, Jenna, is only twenty-four and already a widow, raising a five-year-old daughter nearly two years after losing her husband. What struck me was a simple truth woven through the story: grief doesn’t follow anyone’s timeline.
That’s not just good fiction. It’s deeply biblical.
God is Not in a Hurry with Your Heart
Scripture never rushes the brokenhearted. Psalm 34:18 tells us the Lord is close to the brokenhearted. Not close to the ones who have finally pulled themselves together. Close to the ones still in pieces.
Jesus Himself wept at Lazarus’s tomb (John 11:35), even knowing resurrection was minutes away. If the Son of God made room for sorrow, we can too.
C.S. Lewis understood this. After losing his wife, Joy, he wrote in A Grief Observed:
“No one ever told me that grief felt so like fear.”
C.S. Lewis
When I read that after Grandma passed, I felt seen. Grief isn’t only sadness. It’s the unsettled, off-balance feeling that the world isn’t quite as safe as it was yesterday. And God meets us right there.
God Sets the Lonely in Families
One of my favorite verses is Psalm 68:5–6. God calls Himself a father to the fatherless and a defender of widows, and then says He sets the lonely in families.
God doesn’t comfort us from a distance. He sends people. In Shelley’s book, that looks like the Amish Widows Club, a circle of women who understand. In our lives, it might be a Bible study, a neighbor, or the friend who texts at just the right moment. And James 1:27 reminds us that caring for those in distress is part of true faith. We’re meant to receive care *and* give it.
Catherine Marshall knew this path well. She was widowed young when her husband, Peter Marshall, died suddenly in 1949, and she later wrote honestly about learning to live again. She said:
“Crises bring us face to face with our inadequacy and our inadequacy in turn leads us to the inexhaustible sufficiency of God.”
Catherine Marshall
I’ve found that to be true. I didn’t have the strength for my own grief. But God did. The same God who carried Grandma, the One whose words fill the Bible on my dresser, is carrying me now.
Five Ways to Live This Out This Week
1. Give yourself permission to grieve at God’s pace.
Stop measuring your healing against someone else’s calendar. The second birthday, the second Christmas, the empty chair that’s still empty, all of it can stir things up, and that’s okay. Pray honestly, even if all you can say is, “Lord, I still miss her.” Lamentations 3:22–23 reminds us His mercies are new every morning, which means you get a fresh supply today.
2. Say yes to the invitation.
When Jenna is invited into the widows club, hope begins to stir. Sometimes the bravest thing we can do is show up. Ecclesiastes 4:9–10 says two are better than one, because if one falls, the other can help them up.
3. Look for small ways to show up for someone else.
Shelley told me her favorite scene involves a little girl squealing over a toad, and the hero simply scooping it up and carrying it to the meadow. Love is often that unglamorous. A pot of soup on the stove. A ride offered. A burden carried (Galatians 6:2). Every time I look at Grandma’s posole recipe, I’m reminded that love is often served in a bowl.
4. Let hidden things come into the light.
Every character in this story carries a secret. Secrets grow heavy in the dark, but 1 John 1:7 promises that walking in the light brings real fellowship. Is there something you need to bring to God, or share with a trusted friend? Ephesians 4:15 reminds us to speak truth in love.
5. Ask God which walls are His, and which are ours.
Shelley pointed out that “forbidden” is a word people love to attach to the Amish, but all of us have things we feel are off-limits. Some boundaries are God-given and good. Others are walls we’ve built out of fear or old hurts. Jesus crossed plenty of walls, like sitting with a Samaritan woman at a well (John 4). Ask Him, “Lord, is there a wall in my life You want to take down?”
Hope that lingers
When I asked Shelley to describe her story in three words, she said: Hope. Resilience. Swoony. (I laughed at that last one!) But those first two words are the heart of the Christian life. Not a hope that pretends the pain isn’t real, but a resilience rooted in a God who stays.
I still miss Grandma. After twenty years of sharing a home, I probably always will. But I grieve as someone with hope (1 Thessalonians 4:13), because I know this isn’t goodbye forever. Maybe this week I’ll pull out that recipe card and make a pot of posole in her honor.
Romans 15:13 is my prayer for you today: that the God of hope will fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in Him, so you may overflow with hope.
Reflect and Share:
– Where do you feel pressure to “be over it” by now?
– What small keepsake reminds you of someone you’ve lost?
– Who could you show up for this week?
Curl Up with This Story
If you love heartfelt Amish fiction about grief, friendship, and second chances, pick up *The Forbidden Caller by Shelley Shepard Gray. Jenna finds belonging in the Amish Widows Club, but her growing friendship with Nelson Harper, the Englisher who ran the mill where her husband worked, forces her to face long-buried secrets and decide what her heart can accept. It’s warm, hopeful, and yes, a little swoony.
And don’t miss the series finale, The Persistent Caller, coming Spring 2027.
👉 Grab your copy of The Forbidden Caller here.
📚 Read my full interview with Shelley at Avid Readers of Christian Fiction on Substack.
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Weekly readings for the Daily Bible Podcast with Tricia and Michelle
October 5
Luke 8:1-3, Mark 3:20-30, Matthew 12:22-45, Mark 3:31-35, Matthew 12:46-50, Luke 8:19-21, Mark 4:1-9, Matthew 13:1-9, Luke 8:4-8, Mark 4:10-20
Seeds of Faith and Understanding
As we continue to journey through the Gospels, today’s reading introduces us to several key moments in Jesus’ ministry that focus on faith, transformation, and understanding. We see lives changed, hearts opened, and a deep call to truly understand Jesus’ words.
Luke 8:1-3 – Women Who Followed Jesus
In these verses, we get a glimpse into the lives of some of the women who followed Jesus—Mary Magdalene, Joanna, Susanna, and others. These women had been cured of diseases or freed from evil spirits, and they chose to follow Jesus, supporting His ministry. Think about what their lives must have been like before they encountered Him. Each of them had a past, yet their future was transformed by His grace.
As scholar Richard Sibbes put it, “The sweetest souls are the most humble souls.”
These women, who had experienced deep brokenness, loved Christ deeply because they had been redeemed and healed by Him. Their lives were a testament to the transformative power of following Jesus.
Mark 3:20-30 & Matthew 12:22-45 – Opposition and Misunderstanding
As crowds pressed in on Jesus, He faced not only people seeking healing but also those who opposed Him. The Pharisees accused Jesus of casting out demons by the power of Satan. Jesus rebuked them, explaining that a kingdom divided against itself cannot stand. He also addressed the importance of our words, saying, “Out of the heart, the mouth speaks.”
What we say reveals what’s in our hearts. The Pharisees, blinded by their own pride, couldn’t see that Jesus’ power came from God, not evil. Jesus points them to the story of Jonah, warning them that someone greater than Jonah was standing right in front of them, yet they refused to believe.
Mark 3:31-35 & Luke 8:19-21 – Jesus’ Family and His Spiritual Family
When Jesus’ family came looking for Him, He said something unexpected: “Whoever does God’s will is my brother and sister and mother.” Jesus was shifting the focus from earthly relationships to spiritual ones. He wasn’t dismissing His family but expanding the definition of what it means to be part of His family.
At the cross, we see Mary present, but Jesus’ brothers were absent, though they later became believers and leaders in the early church. This passage reminds us that we are all invited to be part of Jesus’ spiritual family when we follow God’s will.
Mark 4:1-20 & Luke 8:4-15 – The Parable of the Sower
Jesus shares the well-known Parable of the Sower, describing how different types of soil receive the seed (the Word of God). Some seed falls on hard ground and is eaten by birds, some on rocky soil and withers, some among thorns and gets choked out, but some falls on good soil and produces an abundant harvest.
Jesus later explains that the soils represent the varying ways people respond to God’s Word. Some hear it but don’t understand, some accept it temporarily but fall away, others are distracted by worldly worries, and some truly understand and bear fruit.
Our hearts are like the soil in this parable. Sometimes we allow worries or distractions to choke out God’s Word. Other times, we’re like the good soil, ready to receive, grow, and produce fruit for God’s Kingdom.
Word of the Day: Understand
Definition: To perceive the intended meaning of something.
Mark 4:9 "Anyone with ears to hear should listen and understand."
Allowing the Holy Spirit to Break the Soil of Our Hearts
Understanding God’s Word doesn’t happen automatically. Just like soil needs to be prepared for planting, our hearts need to be ready to receive God’s truth. My friend once shared a powerful analogy about soil. She said that good soil needs to be aerated—it needs to be broken up so that seeds can take root and grow. In the same way, we need the Holy Spirit to soften the hard places in our hearts so that we can fully understand and embrace what Jesus is teaching us.
When we allow the Holy Spirit to work in us, we open ourselves up to the transformation that God desires. It’s not just about hearing the Word; it’s about understanding it in a way that changes our lives.
Gratitude for Transformation
The women who followed Jesus—Mary Magdalene, Joanna, Susanna—are a reminder of how Jesus transforms lives. They understood what it meant to be healed and forgiven, and because of that, they followed Jesus with their whole hearts.
Like them, we have our own stories of transformation. Jesus has done so much for each of us. When we pause to reflect on His grace, it deepens our gratitude and strengthens our commitment to follow Him. Understanding begins with recognizing what He has done in our lives and allowing that to shape our hearts.
October 6
Matthew 13:10-23, Luke 8:9-18, Mark 4:21-29, Matthew 13:24-30, Mark 4:30-34, Matthew 13:31-52, Mark 4:35-41, Matthew 8:23-27, Luke 8:22-25
Calm Despite the Storms
The Parable of the Sower (Matthew 13:10-23, Luke 8:9-18, Mark 4:21-29)
In this parable, Jesus explains how different types of soil represent different responses to God’s Word. Some people hear the message but don’t understand it, others receive it with joy but fall away when trouble comes, still others are choked by life’s worries, riches, and pleasures. But some people, like the good soil, hear the Word, understand it, and bear fruit.
This story is a powerful reminder that we need to prepare our hearts to receive God’s truth. It’s not enough to simply hear His Word; we need to understand it and allow it to grow within us. We also see this illustrated in the Parable of the Lamp, where Jesus teaches that truth is meant to be seen and understood, not hidden.
The Parable of the Mustard Seed and the Yeast (Mark 4:30-34, Matthew 13:31-52)
Jesus also shares two more parables that describe the Kingdom of Heaven. The mustard seed, though tiny, grows into one of the largest plants in the garden. Similarly, the Kingdom of Heaven starts small but grows into something expansive and welcoming. In the same way, a little yeast works its way through the whole dough, transforming it.
These parables show us that small acts of faith, even seemingly insignificant, can grow into something far greater than we can imagine. God’s Kingdom is constantly growing, often in ways we cannot see, but it’s happening, and it will produce fruit.
The Parable of the Weeds (Matthew 13:24-30)
In this parable, Jesus likens the Kingdom of Heaven to a field where good seed is sown, but an enemy sows weeds among the wheat. The farmer advises letting both grow together until the harvest, when they will be separated—the wheat gathered into the barn and the weeds burned. This parable teaches us about the final judgment, where the righteous will be separated from the wicked. It reminds us to be vigilant in our faith and to persevere, knowing that God will ultimately bring justice.
Calming the Storm (Mark 4:35-41, Matthew 8:23-27)
One of the most well-known stories from today’s reading is when Jesus calms the storm. As Jesus and His disciples are out on the sea, a fierce storm arises. The disciples, terrified, wake Jesus, who is sleeping peacefully. Jesus stands, rebukes the wind and the waves, and says, “Peace, be still.” The storm stops, and the disciples are left in awe.
This story serves as a powerful reminder that even when life’s storms rage, Jesus is in control. He can calm the storms in our hearts and minds with just a word. The question for us is: Are we trusting in His power, or are we letting fear take over?
Word of the Day: Calm
Definition: To be free from nervousness or fear.
It’s the kind of peace we can have when we trust Jesus, even when everything around us seems out of control.
“Peace, be still.” – Mark 4:39
Cultivating a Heart of Understanding
We’ve all had seasons where it’s difficult to focus on God’s Word, where worries and distractions choke out our faith. But just like the good soil in the Parable of the Sower, we need to prepare our hearts to receive and understand God’s truth. It’s easy to let life’s thorns—worries, wealth, and temporary pleasures—steal our attention from God’s Word, but He calls us to focus on Him.
Today, take a moment to ask the Holy Spirit to soften any hard places in your heart. Let Him break up the rocky or thorny ground and allow His Word to take root. As we do, we’ll begin to see fruit in our lives—peace, joy, and understanding that comes from a deeper relationship with Jesus.
Trusting in Jesus’ Calm
When the storms of life arise—whether it’s financial struggles, family conflict, or overwhelming anxiety—Jesus offers us calm. Just as He calmed the wind and the waves, He can calm our hearts when we feel out of control.
What do you need to bring to Jesus today? Take your worries, your fears, and your struggles to Him. He invites you to experience His peace. When we trust Him, we realize that He is our Rock, the One who controls the storms and keeps us steady.
Faith, like a mustard seed, may seem small, but when we plant it, it grows into a tree of strength and shelter. Today, plant that seed of faith. Trust that Jesus will bring calm in your storm, and remember that even when we don’t see it, God’s Kingdom is growing.
October 7
Mark 5:1-20, Matthew 8:28-34, Luke 8:26-39, Mark 5:21-43, Matthew 9:18-26, Luke 8:40-56
Incredible Transformations
Today’s readings are packed with incredible stories of transformation—stories where people who were once broken, sick, and even dead were radically changed by encountering Jesus. These miracles are not just physical healings; they represent deep spiritual changes that demonstrate Jesus’ power over evil, sickness, and death.
Jesus Heals the Demon-Possessed Man (Mark 5:1-20, Matthew 8:28-34, Luke 8:26-39)
In these passages, we see a man possessed by a legion of demons living in torment, completely isolated from society. No one could control him, and he wandered among the tombs, unable to live a normal life. Yet when Jesus approached, even the demons recognized His authority, calling Him by name—“Jesus, Son of the Most High God.”
Jesus, in His mercy, frees the man from the demons, sending them into a herd of pigs, which plunge into the sea. While this terrified the local people—who were more comfortable with a tormented man in their midst than with the power of Jesus—the transformation was undeniable. The man who had been living in chaos and madness was now calm, clothed, and in his right mind.
The people of the town asked Jesus to leave, but the healed man wanted to follow Jesus. Instead, Jesus told him to go home and share what God had done for him. This man became a living testimony of transformation—a beacon of hope in his community.
Two Miracles in One Journey (Mark 5:21-43, Matthew 9:18-26, Luke 8:40-56)
As Jesus continued His ministry, He was approached by Jairus, a synagogue leader whose daughter was gravely ill. Jairus’s faith led him to beg Jesus for healing. But along the way, another miracle took place. A woman who had been suffering from a bleeding disorder for twelve years reached out to touch Jesus’ garment. Her faith was simple: if she could just touch Him, she believed she would be healed. And she was!
Jesus, sensing the power had gone out from Him, stopped and commended her faith. Meanwhile, Jairus received the devastating news that his daughter had died. But Jesus wasn’t done. He went to Jairus’s house, told him not to be afraid, and raised the little girl from the dead. Imagine the joy, relief, and awe her parents must have felt!
Each of these stories shows us Jesus’ power to bring about not just healing, but total transformation.
Word of the Day: Transformation
Definition: The induced or spontaneous change of one element into another by a nuclear process.
In today’s readings, the transformations we witness are nothing short of miraculous—people going from madness to peace, sickness to healing, and death to life. When Jesus steps into our lives, His transformative power is radical and complete. He doesn’t just make slight improvements; He changes us from the inside out, just like a nuclear process transforms one element into another.
The Power of Transformation
These miracles reveal a theme of transformation that goes far beyond physical healing. The demon-possessed man went from chaos to peace, the woman with the bleeding disorder went from untouchable to whole, and Jairus’s daughter went from death to life. Each of these transformations reflects the change that Jesus brings to our lives.
The truth is, Jesus still transforms lives today. He takes our brokenness, our sickness, our isolation, and even our spiritual death and replaces them with peace, healing, community, and new life.
Transformation in Our Lives
Transformation in our lives isn’t just about outward changes; it’s about inner restoration. When we come to Jesus—whether we are feeling broken, isolated, or lost—He offers us the same transformation He gave to those we read about today. The demoniac’s chaos became peace, the woman’s sickness became health, and Jairus’s grief was replaced with joy.
Like these people, we too can experience transformation through faith in Jesus. Whether we are struggling with internal chaos, external trials, or fear, Jesus has the power to turn things around. Sometimes the change is dramatic, other times it’s gradual, but one thing remains: Jesus is always working to transform us into reflections of His love, peace, and power.
New Creations
Transformation can be both spontaneous and induced—sometimes it comes after a dramatic encounter with God, and other times it’s a process that unfolds over time. But whether quick or slow, the change Jesus brings is thorough. It’s not just a shift; it’s a complete reworking of who we are. In physics, the word transformation refers to the change of one element into another by a nuclear process. This is fitting when we consider the power of Christ’s work in our lives.
We’re not just slightly improved versions of ourselves; in Christ, we are new creations. And this transformation, once begun, is ongoing. He continues to change us, molding us into His likeness, and allowing us to live out the fullness of the life He has called us to.
October 8
Matthew 9:27-34, Mark 6:1-6, Matthew 13:53-58, Matthew 9:35-38, Mark 6:7-13, Matthew 10:1-42, Luke 9:1-6
The Authority of Jesus
Today’s reading takes us deeper into understanding the authority of Jesus and how He used it not just to heal but to bring about transformation in people’s lives. We see a variety of stories that demonstrate His compassion, His power, and how the people around Him responded to that authority.
Two Blind Men and a Mute Man (Matthew 9:27-34)
The first story centers around two blind men who cry out to Jesus, calling Him the “Son of David”—a Messianic title that shows they recognized His authority and power to heal. Jesus asks if they believe He can do this, and when they affirm their faith, He heals them. “Because of your faith, it will happen,” Jesus says, emphasizing the connection between faith and healing.
In the same passage, we also read about a demon-possessed man who is brought to Jesus. After Jesus casts out the demon, the man who had been mute begins to speak. While the people are amazed, the Pharisees accuse Jesus of casting out demons by the ruler of demons. This reflects a deeper theme of the honor-shame dynamic at play. Jesus was challenging the established religious authority, and this did not sit well with the Pharisees. But to the crowds, Jesus’ power and authority were undeniable.
Returning Home: Honor and Unbelief (Mark 6:1-6)
Next, we read about Jesus returning to His hometown of Nazareth, where He is met with skepticism. Despite His astonishing teachings, the people couldn’t get past their familiarity with Him. “He’s just a carpenter, the son of Mary,” they scoffed. In an honor-shame society, Jesus’ claim to authority was met with dishonor in His own hometown. They were offended, and their lack of faith limited what Jesus could do there.
This passage highlights how familiarity can breed contempt. The people of Nazareth could not reconcile the Jesus they grew up with and the rabbi performing miracles before them. And because of their lack of honor and faith, they missed out on the fullness of what Jesus could have done in their lives.
Sending Out the Disciples: Jesus Shares His Authority (Mark 6:7-13, Matthew 10:1-42, Luke 9:1-6)
One of the most significant moments in today’s reading is when Jesus commissions His disciples, giving them the same authority He has��authority to heal the sick, raise the dead, and cast out demons. This is the first time in Matthew’s Gospel that the twelve disciples are called apostles, which means “ones who are sent out.”
Jesus instructs them to go to the lost sheep of Israel and to proclaim that the Kingdom of Heaven is near. He warns them that they will face persecution but assures them that they should not be afraid of those who can only kill the body, for God will take care of their souls. His final instruction is both challenging and comforting: “Whoever acknowledges me before others, I will also acknowledge before my Father in heaven.”
This delegation of authority is profound. Jesus did not just perform miracles Himself; He empowered His followers to do the same, and He does the same for us today. As His disciples, we carry His authority with us to bring light, healing, and the Good News to a world in desperate need.
Word of the Day: Authority
Definition: The power or ability to do something, given by or derived from a higher authority.
In today’s reading, we see Jesus not only demonstrating His divine authority but also sharing it with His disciples. Whether it was healing the blind, casting out demons, or sending His disciples to spread the Good News, Jesus’ authority was evident in everything He did. But His authority wasn’t just about power; it was about serving, healing, and freeing others.
Trusting the Authority of Jesus
Imagine being touched by Jesus. His touch carried authority, as we saw when He healed the blind men and the mute man. But in the society He lived in, authority was tied to honor. Jesus didn’t just perform miracles—He was constantly in an “honor contest” with those around Him, especially the Pharisees. Yet, despite the challenges, Jesus continued to demonstrate His authority through love and compassion.
How are we responding to Jesus’ authority in our lives today? Are we honoring Him by trusting His power to heal and restore, or are we holding back, skeptical like the people of Nazareth?
As His followers, we have two choices:
- Trust the authority of Jesus and honor Him with our faith and actions.
- Deny His authority because we don’t fully understand it.
Even when we don’t understand, Jesus remains sovereign. His authority is not dependent on our belief—it is inherent in who He is. But when we align ourselves with His authority, we open ourselves up to experience His power in profound ways. And just as He sent His disciples out with authority, He has also given us the authority to be light bearers and chain breakers in the world today.
Living with Humble Authority
Jesus’ authority wasn’t about domination—it was about service and love. He didn’t just heal and cast out demons for the sake of displaying power; He did it to set people free. When He sent out His disciples, He equipped them to serve others with the same heart of compassion.
In our own lives, we are called to exercise the authority given to us by Jesus. Whether it’s sharing the Good News, serving those in need, or praying for healing, we have the same power at work within us. But this authority is to be used with humility and a heart of service, always pointing back to Jesus, the source of that power.
October 9
Luke 9:7-9, Mark 6:14-29, Matthew 14:1-21, Mark 6:30-44, Luke 9:10-17, John 6:1-15, Mark 6:45-52, Matthew 14:22-33, John 6:16-21, Mark 6:53-56, Matthew 14:34-36
Leftovers of Faith
Today’s reading highlights some of the most remarkable moments in Jesus’ ministry. From feeding thousands to calming storms, we witness not only His miraculous power but also His deep compassion for those around Him. Let’s dive into these stories and reflect on the “leftovers”—the overflow of God’s grace in our lives.
The Feeding of the 5,000: An Abundance of Leftovers (Mark 6:30-44, Luke 9:10-17)
The story of Jesus feeding over 5,000 people with just five loaves and two fish is one of the most well-known miracles in the Bible. The people were so eager to follow Jesus that they didn’t even think about bringing food. After all, they were in the presence of the One who spoke with authority, healed the sick, and revealed God’s love in powerful ways.
What amazes me about this story is not just the miracle of multiplication but the fact that there were leftovers—twelve baskets full. Jesus didn’t just provide enough for the crowd; He provided more than enough. This overflow is a reminder that God’s provision always surpasses our needs. Jesus could have given the exact amount, but He left an abundance. This teaches us that God is not a God of scarcity. He gives generously and beyond what we could ever imagine.
Jesus Walks on Water: Facing Real and Imagined Fears (Mark 6:45-52, Matthew 14:22-33, John 6:16-21)
After feeding the crowd, Jesus sends His disciples across the Sea of Galilee while He stays behind to pray. In the middle of the night, as the disciples struggle against the wind and waves, Jesus walks out to them on the water. At first, they are terrified, thinking He’s a ghost. But Jesus reassures them with these words: “Take heart; it is I. Do not be afraid.”
Peter, full of faith, steps out onto the water but quickly falters when he realizes the danger around him. Yet even in his doubt, Jesus reaches out and saves him. This scene illustrates not only the power of Jesus but also His willingness to meet us in the middle of our fears—both real and imagined.
Just as Herod was haunted by the ghost of John the Baptist, fearing that Jesus was John raised from the dead, we, too, can be plagued by fears that stem from our own guilt or misunderstandings. But Jesus calms our fears and holds us up, even when our faith falters. He reassures us that, in Him, we have nothing to fear.
Jesus’ Compassion for the Left Behind (Mark 6:53-56, Matthew 14:34-36)
When Jesus and His disciples arrive on the other side of the lake, people immediately recognize Him and bring their sick to be healed. These were the forgotten, the marginalized, the “leftovers” of society. Yet, Jesus doesn’t ignore them. Instead, He heals them with compassion, fulfilling the prophecy of the Messiah who cares for the sick and the needy.
Psalm 102:16-17 says:
“For the LORD will rebuild Jerusalem. He will appear in His glory. He will listen to the prayers of the needy. He will not reject their pleas.”
Jesus lived out this compassion, healing those who were considered the least and the last, showing that no one is beyond His care.
In many ways, we are all “leftovers”—people who have been cast aside by the world, burdened by our mistakes, or weighed down by life’s challenges. But Jesus reaches out to us, not with judgment, but with love and healing. His compassion is a sign of His Messianic mission and a reminder that He cares for each of us personally.
Word of the Day: Leftovers
Definition: Something, especially food, remaining after the rest has been used or consumed.
In today’s reading, we see that Jesus not only provides enough, but He provides more than enough. The twelve baskets of leftovers gathered after the feeding of the 5,000 symbolize the abundance of God’s provision in our lives. But what about the “leftovers” of our own hearts—the doubts, fears, and mistakes that weigh us down? Jesus, in His compassion, reaches out to us even in our brokenness, offering healing and restoration. His love doesn’t run out; it overflows.
Trusting in the Overflow of God’s Provision
When I think of leftovers, I think of abundance—more than enough to go around. Jesus didn’t just meet the needs of the crowd; He exceeded them. And the same is true for us. Often, we focus on what we lack instead of what God has already provided in abundance. We forget that He is the God who gives more than we can ever ask or imagine.
But it’s not just about physical provision. Jesus also meets us in the emotional and spiritual “leftovers” of our lives—the places where we feel broken, lost, or forgotten. Whether it’s the fear that grips us in the middle of life’s storms or the shame that lingers from past mistakes, Jesus reaches out with compassion, calming our fears and bringing peace.
Just as He walked on water to be with His disciples, Jesus comes to us in the middle of our struggles, saying, “Take heart; it is I. Do not be afraid.” He is with us, even in the storms of life, and He has the power to calm the chaos around us.
Compassion for the “Leftovers”
As we read about the people who rushed to Jesus for healing, we are reminded that He cares for those whom society overlooks—the “leftovers.” These were people who had no honor, no status, and no hope. Yet, Jesus didn’t turn them away. He healed them, showing that His love and compassion extend to everyone, regardless of their status or situation.
In the same way, we are called to reflect that compassion in our own lives. Who are the “leftovers” in our world—the people who are overlooked, marginalized, or forgotten? How can we, as followers of Christ, extend His love and compassion to them?
As we trust in the overflow of God’s provision for ourselves, let’s also be generous in sharing that overflow with others. Whether it’s through acts of kindness, words of encouragement, or simply being present with someone in need, we have the opportunity to be vessels of God’s love in a world that so desperately needs it.
October 10
John 6:22-71, Mark 7:1-23, Matthew 15:1-20
Jesus’ Call to Our Hearts
In today’s readings, Jesus offers profound insights into what truly matters—our hearts. The physical bread that sustains us is fleeting, but the spiritual nourishment Jesus offers leads to eternal life. As we dig deeper into His teachings, we’re called to examine our hearts and our hunger for God.
Jesus: The Bread of Life (John 6:22-71)
After feeding the 5,000, the crowd follows Jesus across the Sea of Galilee. When they find Him, they are hungry—physically and spiritually. Jesus points out that they are seeking Him because they ate their fill of bread, but He wants them to hunger for something more: eternal life. Jesus declares:
“I am the bread of life. Whoever comes to me will never go hungry, and whoever believes in me will never be thirsty.” (John 6:35)
This statement carries great weight. Jesus is not just another teacher; He is the source of life itself. The crowd, however, struggles with His words, especially when He talks about eating His flesh and drinking His blood. This teaching is difficult, and many turn away, unable to accept it.
But Jesus doesn’t back down. His message is clear—eternal life comes only through Him, the true bread from heaven. In the end, it’s Peter who acknowledges what the others could not:
“Lord, to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life.” (John 6:68)
Jesus’ invitation is open to all, but it’s not always easy to accept. He calls us to place our faith in Him completely, to trust Him as the Bread of Life that sustains us.
The Pharisees and the Heart of the Matter (Mark 7:1-23, Matthew 15:1-20)
While Jesus teaches about the internal transformation needed to enter the kingdom of God, the Pharisees are caught up in external rituals. They question why some of Jesus’ disciples don’t follow the traditional hand-washing rules. Jesus uses this as an opportunity to reveal a deeper truth:
“It is not what goes into your body that defiles you; you are defiled by what comes from your heart.” (Mark 7:15)
The Pharisees were so focused on outward appearances—following traditions and rituals—that they missed the importance of inner purity. Jesus points out their hypocrisy, quoting Isaiah:
“These people honor me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me.” (Mark 7:6)
What truly matters to God is the state of our hearts. Jesus lists the sins that flow from a corrupt heart—immorality, greed, deceit, envy, pride. These are what defile us, not whether we follow every religious rule to the letter.
Word of the Day: Heart
Definition: The center of the total personality, especially with reference to intuition, feeling, or emotion.
The heart is central to everything Jesus teaches. In the Bible, the heart is not just a physical organ but the seat of life, emotion, and morality. It’s where our true character resides. As Jesus explains:
“For from within, out of a person’s heart, come evil thoughts.” (Mark 7:21)
But Jesus also offers hope. He doesn’t just point out the problem; He offers the solution. Through Him, we can receive a new heart—one that is pure, one that reflects His love and grace.
“I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh.” (Ezekiel 36:26)
Feeding Your Heart with the Bread of Life
The world offers many distractions—just like the Pharisees’ focus on traditions, we too can get caught up in external appearances, in rules and routines. But Jesus calls us to something deeper. He wants our hearts, not just our actions.
As someone who grew up in church, I often heard about the “rules” but missed the “heart” of the gospel. Jesus doesn’t want us to be perfect rule-followers; He wants us to be transformed from the inside out. He wants us to hunger for the Bread of Life, to seek nourishment that lasts for eternity.
It’s easy to polish the outside, but what about the inside? Are we allowing Jesus to transform our hearts? Are we letting His Spirit cleanse us, renew us, and make us whole?
Prayer for the Heart
Lord, guide my heart’s desires. Let it hunger for You alone, the true Bread of Life. Help me not to be swayed by external rituals but to seek a genuine relationship with You. Cleanse and renew my heart daily, making it a vessel of Your love and light. Amen.
October 11
Mark 7:24-30, Matthew 15:21-28, Mark 7:31-37, Matthew 15:29-31, Mark 8:1-10, Matthew 15:32-16:4, Mark 8:11-21, Matthew 16:5-12
Trusting in Jesus’ Orders
Today’s readings are packed with rich lessons that span faith, compassion, and obedience. Jesus continues His ministry, traveling outside Jewish territory, performing miracles, and confronting misunderstandings from the religious leaders. As we explore these passages, one thing stands out—Jesus gives orders, but these are not the harsh commands of an authoritarian. Instead, they are invitations to receive His grace, provision, and healing.
The Canaanite Woman’s Faith (Mark 7:24-30 & Matthew 15:21-28)
In a surprising turn of events, Jesus travels to Tyre, a Gentile region, and encounters a Canaanite woman whose daughter is demon-possessed. At first, Jesus seems reluctant to help, stating that His mission is to the Jews. But the woman’s faith is unshakable. She persists, acknowledging Jesus’ authority and pleading for His mercy.
Jesus finally responds to her faith, healing her daughter. This story teaches us about the power of persistent faith. Even when the answer doesn’t come immediately, and even when cultural or religious boundaries seem to stand in the way, faith can break through. The woman’s humility and perseverance provide a powerful example of how we should approach God with our requests.
What’s even more profound is that this Gentile woman recognized Jesus as the “Son of David”—a Messianic title. She knew she had no claim to the Jewish Messiah, but her faith transcended cultural boundaries. Jesus was moved by her belief, showing us that faith, not ethnicity or background, is what matters to God.
Healing the Deaf Man (Mark 7:31-37 & Matthew 15:29-31)
Next, Jesus travels to the Decapolis, another Gentile region, where He heals a man who is deaf and has a speech impediment. In this intimate and personal miracle, Jesus takes the man aside, touches his ears and tongue, and orders his healing. The result? The man is immediately able to hear and speak clearly.
The people’s reaction is beautiful: “He has done everything well!” (Mark 7:37). This is a moment of collective honor for Jesus. Even in Gentile territories, people recognize His authority and compassion. Jesus doesn’t just perform miracles for show—He restores lives, one person at a time.
This healing reminds us of how deeply personal Jesus’ miracles are. He didn’t just perform acts of healing in a distant, impersonal way. He touched the man, engaged with him, and gave him back his ability to fully participate in life. It’s a reminder that Jesus sees us individually, and He cares deeply about our specific needs.
Feeding the 4,000: More Than Just a Meal (Mark 8:1-10 & Matthew 15:32-16:4)
The next passage shows Jesus feeding another large crowd—this time 4,000 men, not including women and children. The disciples are again puzzled, wondering how they will feed so many people with only seven loaves and a few fish. But just like before, Jesus gives thanks, breaks the bread, and provides for everyone. And, again, there are leftovers—seven baskets full.
This miracle shows that Jesus doesn’t just meet needs; He exceeds them. The crowd didn’t just get enough to survive—they were filled, and there was abundance left over. Jesus is a provider who works in abundance, even when our resources seem limited. It’s a reminder to trust Him, even when we can’t see how the problem will be solved.
Beware of the Yeast of the Pharisees (Mark 8:11-21 & Matthew 16:5-12)
After this miracle, the Pharisees come to test Jesus, demanding a sign from heaven. But Jesus refuses. He knows that no sign will satisfy their hardened hearts. They are not seeking truth—they are seeking to discredit Him.
Jesus then warns His disciples to beware of the “yeast” of the Pharisees and Herod. Yeast, in this context, symbolizes the corrupting influence of pride and hypocrisy. The Pharisees and Herod both sought power and authority, but for selfish reasons, not for God’s glory.
Jesus wants His followers to be vigilant and discerning, not allowing the pride and self-righteousness of the Pharisees to influence them. It’s a call for us to guard our hearts against anything that might puff us up or lead us away from the humility and faith that Jesus desires.
Word of the Day: Ordered
Definition: An authoritative direction or instruction; command; mandate.
Today’s readings highlight a recurring theme: Jesus gives orders. But His orders aren’t burdensome—they are invitations to receive His blessings.
In each miracle, Jesus issues a command: He tells the Canaanite woman to go, her daughter is healed; He orders the deaf man’s ears to be opened; He commands the crowd to sit and eat. Even when He warns about the yeast of the Pharisees, He is giving a directive to protect His disciples.
When Jesus orders something, it’s always for our good. He commands, not out of control or domination, but out of love and compassion. He wants to provide, heal, and guide us. But just like the Canaanite woman, we need to come to Him with faith, believing that His ways are best.
Obeying the Gentle Orders of Jesus
When Jesus orders us to trust Him, to follow His Word, or to step out in faith, how do we respond? Do we hesitate, like the disciples did when they wondered how the crowd would be fed? Or do we follow His orders with faith, like the Canaanite woman, who persisted even when the answer wasn’t immediate?
Jesus’ commands are not meant to limit us but to free us. They are invitations to experience His abundance, His healing, and His provision. We are called to trust His authority and to know that He always works for our good.
